星期二, 十二月 14, 2010

[14/12/10]

Just came back from KamLong's birthday party ... He invited PADINI colleagues celebrated his 18th birthday at axtivo cafe .. I really hope that Thursday faster coming ...... I wanna go back to PADINI work to anesthesia myself ..... I don wanna always keep to thinking 'him' ..... Better I working until exhausted everyday then after work go back to home only keep sleeping sleeping and sleeping.... yes I wanna that kind of life ..... or maybe can say I NEED this kind of life NOW.... busy every second and do the thing what I like .... maybe that is the way let me fall OUT of love toward to him ....? I donno ..... I donno what I m writing zzzzz ... so confusing and I just want to be alone .... Why U can so sure 'that' will happen and U have never tried before ....... Why U never ask me what I want if U really want to see my smile keep always on my face .... WHY .... ?

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